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I'm cranky and sad and hopeless, I have had too much of Buffy the Vampire Slayer and that's why i think in english last days, I have a crush on Spike (and Giles a little bit too) and heartache as well 'cause i have noone to share those heartache with. Pardon my french english, if it's wrong, I don't really care tonight. And in coments at article before, where one person agreed to marry me...and then changed his (probably his, not her's) mind. How cheering up is that!?